Monday, February 21, 2011

canon in d ...my love



I miss u……
I’m really regret for the things I had done in past…
Of all the hurtings words and deeds I had done to u….
Again and again u had forgiven me….
I remember how we met and how we get together…
I remember how we promise each other that we will never be apart….


Six years ago, we were hand in hand….
Six years ago, we were laying by the lake counting on the stars with candle light rounding us….
Six years ago, we crossed through the jungle viewing thousands of firefly around us….

Five years ago, we were living together….
We had gone through the path of life together….
We share the joys and bitter together……

Four years ago, we were giving in to each other….
We tried to understand each other and learn to tolerate…..

Three years ago, we don’t tolerate anymore…
I hurt u deeply and u had forgiven me…
I promise I will change & u told me that canon in D is the peace of mind…..
We cry together we pain together and we continue sharing the same comfort…..

And later on, we hurt each other, we hate each other and we disappoint each other…
U had left, I was sad hurt and suffering….

I feel empty without u in my life…
I feel cold and darkness around me…
I dream of u always and always u are here with me in my dream…
Its time to let go but I just can’t get u out of my mind….
Its true that I love u but it’s a fact that I had hurt u….
I remember every promises and it keeps playing in my mind and my heart….
i love u and I found canon in D the peace of mind…
but u told me that everything its too late to be mend…..
I feel hurt deep in my heart
And u told me that u felt the same way three years back when I hurt u…
I feel lonely and empty
And u told me that’s the way u feel when I was not there for u….
I realise how much that I love u and need u in my life
And u told me that ,” I’m sorry, u are too late!”
i feel so weak and helpless
regardless what I did, it just doesn’t mend
Regrets that I was’nt sensitive to feel your empty, loneliness and your pain
Regrets that I never believe u will leave me and break the promises
Regrets that I never appreciate how much u had done for me
And no regrets that i loved u

Two years ago, I know that I should let go,
Two years ago, I know that I shouldn’t wait anymore
And It feels so pain to throw every single star in the wastebin
Yet, u were still in my dreamland

One year ago, I had found someone, it reminds me of u
One year ago, I was confused between u and someone
And I had diverted my emptiness and loneliness to someone
But afterall, I realise it’s u that I’m looking for


now that I realise, everything is too late
I broke into tears and I was glad that someone ever loved me the way I like
I feel pain but I know, it is too late to say that I love u and I miss u…
Canon in d plays in my heart forever….